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Monday, January 29, 2007 21:50
Hate and Love

God damn it.....
Im such a Sotong la...
Today was my Nsl practical...Was damn semangat this morning....Wore my nursing dress and was on my way to the bus stop with a cup of milo in my hand...Happily drinking until SPLASH......Milo was all over my dress...Damn basket la...Obviously i was freaking bingit and i quickly rushed back home to change...Freaking kelam kabut la...translation...hmm...everything i did was in a fast game mode....hahahaha...Have to la cause initially i thought my Nsl practical start at 9AM...Got everything packed in my bag and rushed out of my house....Reached school then i came to a realisation that my practical start at 11Am...Damn sotong rite...Irritated sia....
Then reached school also got problem...Well,lets just say some people is happy at other people expenses....You guys should know who im talking about...Oh well...At least she got her retribution...This is an example of KARMA....Be it relationship or friendship,if you do bad things to others,u got to pay for it...I think i did pretty well for my practical...Thats what the lecturer told me anyways...


Cant wait for my Redang trip...And im like practically counting down the days to PARTY....There will a lot of booze and ciggie....Wakakakaka....Such an evil laugh..hehehehe...


Btw to Liana...
Those guys from M.E in stripes and Green tshirt are super dead GORGEOUS....Im totally like hook up on them sia...Should have asked for their number sey...Hahahaha...Anak dara mentel...


Need to continue mugging...see you guys around....
Muacksss.....


lots of love
-aini-


The Pieces Don't Fit

Singapore won!!!!!!!!!
Yippie!!!!!!!

Hahahaha...Had a great time watching the match at home as could not get the tixs....Sold out mah...Thanks Azah aniwaes for trying to get me the tix but tak tersampai.... The penalty shoot out was so heart pumping....Seriously..,im not kidding....After the last Malaysian guy misses his shot,i was jumping for joy on my couch... Hahahaha...Nearly slip and fell i tell you.....I saw something interesting on tv....Two pak ciks holding a vanguard sheet saying, Malaysia tetap kalah...Translation...Malaysia will always lose...Very the bad sey...But funny..hahahaha....


Just came back from my aunt house...visit my cousin..Baby Hawa...She is such an adorable baby....I so like her very the much...Watched my cousin and his pals play soccer for a while...they are one hilarious bunch..And one of them is kinda cute....Shall not tell you guys the name...Go figure... hahahhaha...Maybe next week i'll meet up with them again...


Tomoro is my NSL practical exam....Cool...Aiming to score high on this one..Have to la...Hope i wont screw up on anithing and try not to be a SOTONG tomoro... Praying hard...

Shuld i go to the skafest or follow my sis and her fiance to silver tortise...?
Both falls on the same day....
Which one shuld i choose...?
We shalll see the outcome...

Wont be able to post pictures for now as i lost my bluetooth thingy...Dunnoe where i last put it....Aaaarggghhhh...damn sotong la me....
Isit there any cure for sotongness...?
If there,please tell me...
I really need to cure this sotongness....

Wish me luck for my nsl practical.....!!!!!!!!!


lots of love
-aini-


Monday, January 22, 2007 22:56
Stay close Dont go

Been a week since i last blog...wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its not that i dont want to blog....But cant think wat to blog...hehehehe...What i have been doing for the past week??????? Hmmmmm.........

I guess both of us are matured as not to let a small matter ruin the friendship we built for so long....Right right.....? I so bad wanna go and watch Muse with u guys at KL...but it totally clash with my attachment date and my parents wont let me as its on my ATTACHMENT MONTH....bloody BARGER.....!!!!!! Hate it la....But you guys have fun without me...Bring back gifts for me...Tsk tsk tsk....So sad la me....Not fair la....Was suppose to run for Campus run...but last minute got corked up...So happy...But sad for Warren...Someone forget to inform him that we were not in the race animore...He came at 6:45 AM......So kesian....

We had our school open house on Thursday, Friday and Saturday.....I did join in the fun...But only for two days....Worned out by the third day....Hehehehe....It was fun and full of chaos.....First day i went to help in the popcorn booth before becoming photographer of the day...My favourite thing to do...Taking photos....Me and kadir walk around with camera and take photo all day long...Helped in the Nsl lab the next day....Was doing wound dressing before switching to infant care....At first when doing infant care mcm kekok.....but after observing how ayu omar does it,then i okie dokie....Hehehe....Did not join the rest go Al-azhar for dinner....Went meet up my family to celebrate my mom's 50th birthday...Hahahahha...Makcik kenet....End up lost my way on the way there...Took the wrong bus la...Damn Sotong sia....I think one day im gonna lose myself sia...WTH.....


Now back in school,got tonnes of projects to finish up but so freaking little time...haizzzz.....I start mugging already....Damn kiasu sia me...Never mind....U will see my face more often in Civic library now....Im a mugging Biatch...wakakakaka....


Photos will be post up soon....
Ciaos....



lots of love
-aini-


Monday, January 15, 2007 18:46
WRECKED

I DESPISE YOU!!!!!!


I WANNA HATE YOU!!!!!!!


I WANNA MAKE YOU REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!!


BUT THEN AGAIN...


this heart wont let me do so......


what kind of heart do i have......


A pathetic heart or just a weak heart?



Can i get an answer?
Can you tell me?
Or will i never know?





sighs
-aini-


Sunday, January 14, 2007 11:48
You dont need a reason for everything

I haven been updating due to quite a number of reasons...Most importantly,i was damn freaking lazy to update...Been coming home late for the past days which make me without fail to PONTENG my morning lectures...Hope i wont get warning letters for all the lectures i haven been attending...Really need to pull up my socks SKY-HIGH if i want to make it to year 2....arrggghhhh....School has been fine i guess..except the fact that projects and assignments are starting to pile up...WTH....

Sometimes things does not always go your way no matter how hard you planned....Things too can happen without us planning it...If that occur,what can we do? Should we avoid it or just go with the flow...? Either way, we will hurt both party...both party get angry at you...DISAPPOINTMENT...Thats a huge word...You are not the first and the only one who gets disappointed by me...My actions, my behaviour and my attitude.....No matter how hard i tried to adapt to other people's lifestyle, i still incur their wrath...Nothing i do seems to satisfy them....Its as if my changes are not appreciated....Since my changes are not appreciated, should i still continue to change...or go back to my old path...? You have your right to get angry at me...but did i get angry at you when you did the same thing to me....? Did i give you the silence treatment....? Did i even confront you? Haizz....Nothing i do seems right in other people's eyes.... And it hurts me as i put in effort in making changes but whats the use....


They say picture tells a thousand words...Do they...?
my face is round as BALL....

her lectures are irritating...so is her VOICE....

They were bored...so was i...

Sick but came lecture..hardwerking...

The semangats...


The GILERS....


after making present for someone...tired....


Aren't you glad that its over...?


At al-amin...no naan...

Gone forever.....
Relationships....Some finds it a blessing to be in a relationship with someone they really love and cares...But some finds it a plague...Because they are not willing to go through the pain they had went through before...Issit wrong for them to feel that way...? I guess it only takes one person to tarnish the good name of relationship....Even if the new person who just came to your life is everything you have always wanted,but the past is just holding you back...No matter how hard you try to accept them in your life, it just wont happen...You can lie to everyone saying that the past does not bother you anymore, but you cant lie to reality and your heart....Thats just the way it is....Sometimes fate plays a big joke on us...When we are willing to be in a serious relationship with someone we really love, the other party wont let you....But when you want to fool around, the other party wants to be in serious relationship with you...Heart pain rite....But thats the way it is....What can we do but to just accept fate...?
My eyes are really heavy...Just took my medication...My temperature was 39 degree celcius...So sick but still can blog....my dad is nagging at me and its getting on my nerve....Got to go and get my much needed rest....i'll update soon...That i promise...once i get well...
CIAO.....
{Kelly Clarkson-Beautiful Disaster}
Lots of love
-aini-


Sunday, January 7, 2007 00:26
HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got my WALLET back...Yippie...They found my wallet inside a SingaporePOst box...The one where we used to post letters before emails and sms and mms....I was damn happy when my dad gave me the envelope...I thought what sia...I quickly tear the envelope apart and there it was...My stinky OP wallet....All the important cards were still intact...Except my money...Who cares as long as i got my I/C back sia......First three person i msged were Wanney,Polly and Mun2...Hehehehe...Good stuffs must be shared what...Just came back from lepaking with Wanney and Yan and gang...Too tired to stay out long...

Yesterday i came werk late...Hahahaha...Cannot be blamed...Clementi to Novena is quite far....At least one hour journey....Screwed up my first few hours of working...Really got me in a bad mood...But things got better as the hour passed by..Clocked out at 8:30pm..Once reached Yishun,met Mun2 and kak Siti...Lepak with them...Aies and Fizah also came...So does Sharom...Gossip about someone....hahaha...Got to ride bike again...hahaha..Aini the Cartoon la...
Mun2 and Ayom....

That should cover up what i did this week...Anyways...7 Jan 2007 is my aunt and uncle wedding anniversary....Hope their marriage last till death do they part...

Pics i took this week....In school...
After smoking...

During SAWI...

KADIR.....

Stephen........


In 184.........


I WANT TO GO PULAU REDANG FOR DIVING.....
BUT I CANT SWIM....
HELP ME.....
{christina milian-Until i get over you}
lots of love
-aini-


Friday, January 5, 2007 00:05
Late entry





Been away for long...Been lazy....Typical AINI leh...To let you guys know what been going on with my life, read on and you will know...Lets back track time....
31st Dec 2006

It was Hari Raya Haji for all Muslims....Woke up bright and late that day as was helping the family with last minute preparations....Ard 10Am i woke up...So does my sister..We were really tired...Got my mom nagging non-stop....To make my house more kecoh was my youngest uncle was the first to arrive...At 1030Am....Me and my sis rushed to toilets to cleaned ourselves up....Damn hectic sia...This year, i did not spent quality time with my family though..Had to go work...To do my bar test which i have to re-take...BARGER!!!!!!!!!!! Did not ven get to meet Wanney,Polly and gang for countdown...Esplande was JAM PACKED with people...Got lost..Spent countdown with the cute guy next to me...Not bad la...Went home alone in th wee hours...Found out the train that i LOST MY DAMN WALLET....All importants cards such as I/C, student card,ez-link,atm and many more were gone...Damn sian sia...What a day to end 2006...By losing my belongings.....Wakakaka...Sotong!!!!!!!!!!


Hectic and madness



1st and 2nd Jan 2007

Mun2 accompany me to police post to report the lost of my wallet...So sweet of him anyway...hehehe....He called up fizah and aies to chill with us....TAlked everything and anything under the sun....From relationships to marriage...What a topic sia....hahahaha...Fizah left early as her grams were at home....Mun2 ask aies to send me back home first...Now i know that aies is such a mischevious rider....Anak dara orang sak ko bawak...Hahahaha...But it was a fun ride...They were going to head back to mun2 place later that night...They having a guy's night out...HAhahah....
Spent the next day playing PS and lazing around the house....Nothing much to do anyway...Playing PS with my dad can really cause heart pain sia....Such a sore loser la...Blueks...Anyway..Baby hawa is 1 years old on 2nd Jan...HAppy Birthday to you....Hehehehe...

Mun2 aka my cousin...


Aies aka playful rider...


Primary school till now


Baby hawa....


3rd and 4th Jan 2007

BAck to school...projects start to pill up...I hate NR....Late for class on wednesday...Thought wanted to come early but had a change of ming..hehehe...Everything was fine...
The next day meaning today was also alrite...Had a laughter day...non-stop sia i laugh....hahahaha...crazy bitch....HAd a heart to heart talk with naqiah while waiting for the rain to stop...All i can advise to naqiah is you cant tell your heart who to love and who not to love...Your heart makes the decision for you...Not the other way round...No matter how hard you try to avoid that feeling,it will still come around...Time will tell....
Chey chey chey....Good advise rite i give....hahahaha...But i cant advise myself...Hehehe...

Okie dokie...
Ciao people...
Update when im in a not PEMALAS mood...
hehehehe...
ADIOUS AMIGOS...
Random pic of myself....




LOTS OF LOVE
-aini-












i’m just who i am.
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A girl. A stubborn daughter. A bugging sister. A friend for my friends. A mangkuks to my NP nurses. A perfectionist...(at times). Flying solo. 1 year older each year on 06/09. A sotong head most of the time. Getting lost is a norm for me. Eating is my job.


It may seem perfect in your eyes. But deep down,you have no idea what is going on. And it better stays that way as you may get lost. As i sometimes do get lost in my own world.


simply things I want.


My dream job New handphone License
tell me.





people.


Wanney
Polly AyuFroggy Huda Fizah Soonie Iqbal Rohaidah Yasmin Chester Stephen

the moments.


November 2006
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January 2008
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the melody.



Happily Never After - Pussycat Dolls x