Sometimes things does not always go your way no matter how hard you planned....Things too can happen without us planning it...If that occur,what can we do? Should we avoid it or just go with the flow...? Either way, we will hurt both party...both party get angry at you...DISAPPOINTMENT...Thats a huge word...You are not the first and the only one who gets disappointed by me...My actions, my behaviour and my attitude.....No matter how hard i tried to adapt to other people's lifestyle, i still incur their wrath...Nothing i do seems to satisfy them....Its as if my changes are not appreciated....Since my changes are not appreciated, should i still continue to change...or go back to my old path...? You have your right to get angry at me...but did i get angry at you when you did the same thing to me....? Did i give you the silence treatment....? Did i even confront you? Haizz....Nothing i do seems right in other people's eyes.... And it hurts me as i put in effort in making changes but whats the use....
They say picture tells a thousand words...Do they...?
my face is round as BALL....
her lectures are irritating...so is her VOICE....
They were bored...so was i...
Sick but came lecture..hardwerking...
The semangats...
The GILERS....
after making present for someone...tired....
Aren't you glad that its over...?
At al-amin...no naan...
Gone forever.....
Relationships....Some finds it a blessing to be in a relationship with someone they really love and cares...But some finds it a plague...Because they are not willing to go through the pain they had went through before...Issit wrong for them to feel that way...? I guess it only takes one person to tarnish the good name of relationship....Even if the new person who just came to your life is everything you have always wanted,but the past is just holding you back...No matter how hard you try to accept them in your life, it just wont happen...You can lie to everyone saying that the past does not bother you anymore, but you cant lie to reality and your heart....Thats just the way it is....Sometimes fate plays a big joke on us...When we are willing to be in a serious relationship with someone we really love, the other party wont let you....But when you want to fool around, the other party wants to be in serious relationship with you...Heart pain rite....But thats the way it is....What can we do but to just accept fate...?
My eyes are really heavy...Just took my medication...My temperature was 39 degree celcius...So sick but still can blog....my dad is nagging at me and its getting on my nerve....Got to go and get my much needed rest....i'll update soon...That i promise...once i get well...
CIAO.....
{Kelly Clarkson-Beautiful Disaster}
Lots of love
-aini-
