Wednesday, December 13, 2006 17:42
Thanks to you
I know that i should be sleeping rite now...cause its like 1plus in the morning...and i still have attachment later on but its on the afternoon shift...aiyoyoyoyo....but something occured when im about to log off...there is this person whom i love until this moment(dont ask me why i still do) again @$%^&^ with me...You urself told me that everything you said to me in the past while we were together were just packs of lies...i still remembered that...Its just a game to you...You were not serious...you just like the thrill of woo-ing girls...Cheap thrill...like duhhh...If its a game, you wont get hurt....CAuse its just a game...Why bother..? Aaaaaarggggghhh.....I have already lots of things on my mind...And you just had to add on the burden,dont you....? Haven you hurt me enough? How bad more you want to hurt me...? Does it give you the sense of satisfaction to see me get hurt? What do you have to gain...? Still not done screwing up my life, isit? Im not the girl you used to know...I have change....For you and because of you....But you freaking hell did not notice it...As much as i want to hate you for all the reasons in the world,i cant...Cause stupidly, i still have feelings for you...I cant hate the person i have feelings for...Thats so @#$%^^%$#$%.....(only i know wat it means)....The wound is yet to heal...
Blueks
-aini-