Sunday, November 26, 2006 05:35
Soon
I wished i could talk more but i cant....
Too many things to say too little time....
updates you guys later.....
Im a girl whu is
"perfect outside shattered inside"lots of love-aini-
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 00:05
Believe in superstitious......?
I dont know to believe or not la kn....
Its like too much of coincidence...
This how the story goes..
Every tuesday without fail,a black cat will walk pass me at the same spot and at the same time...
No kidding la kn...
At first did not notica la kn...
But then horh..warh liow..
Like todae i was late for like 40Mins for S&W...
Bus caught in a slight accident la...
Not much of harm...
The whole day i gt freaking headache and been vommiting non-stop la...
Cannot take it sia...
My loved ones(friends) thinks im ANAEROXIC...
warh...Worst sia..
I think it viral thingy or could be the stress level la...
Common tests and projects are starting to get on my nerve...
Like rite now...the situation gt my temperature rising...
Did not go werk cause too sick..my body cant take it..
Better get my health back sia....
Alot of thing are waiting for me to get it done...
ciao pple....
need to do PROJECTS....
Peace out...
lots love
-aini-{{beyonce-irreplaceable}}
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 17:30
It hurts
How life can be contradicting....
Now i fully understand wat it means.....
What is there left to say....
Your actions says its all....
To fiqz.....
Thanks for telling me all the stuffs you told me this afternoon....I really appreciate it....Now i know how stupid i am for falling in love with your bestfren....Guess i was blinded by it....Now im slowly moving on to the next chapter in my life....Its a tough journey but i still have to go through it....Wish me luck.....
To myself....
Its a tough journey but i still have go through it....You are hella one strong girl....Friends whu care bout me are all behind me to back me up....Its not my fault that it ends...In fact it is not my FAULT....But the only thing i admit is my fault is i fall too fast and too hard...So wat if i still love him....Loving someone does not mean you have to be with them....Life still goes on....
It takes time for a deep wound to heal...
A really long time....But till then...
My wound is yet to heal.....lots of love
-
aini-
Monday, November 20, 2006 16:26
Now you know
Purpose of this blog is for me to create a new life for myself....
In the combined blog, i noticed i wrote too much bout him...its not fair for the girls...so came up with this blog..more bout me...For the combined blog,is much more to secrets...deep hidden secrets...onli to be known to VIPS....which the girls la duhhh....aiyoyoyoyoyo...that is why onli three of us can view...hehehehe....
warh...today had fun sia at werk...so busy until i did not think bout him sia...achievement kn...but when going home,got think bout him la....i think its normal kn...all this takes time la...Aniwaes i know how to make FRAPPUCINO drinks...wakakakaka...so many cork up sey...funny sey.....today the partners all fun sia...Mo,Hakim,Shahida,Aishah and JY...Not forgetting Fidi...Warh...tuesday have to go werk sia...penat nyer....Gt S&W that dae also...aiyoyoyoyo...You kn do it aini...Aini the Power Ranger....Yeah!!!!!!
Wanie....you know why i have this blog...Ko mcm tk paham plak sistah...I hope you support wat i do,okie....?
Mak datok...banyak project la giler...Have to cheong all the way...Muacksss!!!!!!
lots love
-
aini-
Sunday, November 19, 2006 13:42
My own
Hehehehe...got my own blog..had nothing to do before going to werk...so thought why not create my own blog,rite? This is what boredness can do to you...Starting werk at 4pm todae...So far the job is fine...Just need a lots of confidence and a lot of memorising the recipes...Shuld be able to get used to it soon...I had a bad week...
I cant believe that the guy i love so much was actually toying with my feelings all this while...And i really do love him...Its not like what u said to me...You are not my puppy love...I know very well what im feeling okie....But whats the use...You are now screwing other girls life just like you screwed mine...A part of me really wants revenge after what you did to me...but the other half cant bear to see you get hurt....Yadayadayadayada...I know he's not worth my tears and my love...but to me he's worth it...Who am i kidding rite...No matter how much i love him,he could not even be bothered bout me...I wondered if he stop and think even for a sec,how much he had hurt me and how he could have the heart to do so...haizz....I really need to get my life on track...No use i cry and get hurt while he is out there having a ball of good time with some chicks...The wound is yet to heal....
Thanks for hurting me this bad...
lots love
-
aini-
